so so...

my heart is blooming like a million roses in the forbidden space

sounds poetic so so...but this is what i really am feel right now
despite the posts in the FB by my friends who keep reminding me about the final exam result that will be out this coming Monday...
i may pass or may not...either one i have to accept it rite??
been praying hard for the pass few months for God to pass me even if it was not with a flying color

thanks to God i have something to distract me from thinking about that too often
(naaah im totally lying!)
either way...being in love surely does make me more closer to Him.


xoxoxoxo

anything is everything

alamak. dah lama sangat biar blog ni bersarang. maaf eh my readers. sangat-sangat-sangat sibuk sekarang ni. dengan raya nya...lagi-lagi ada anak buah kat rumah sekarang ni. sangat sibuk melayan dia. ni baru seorang. manja nya melebih-lebih. yelah. im the only acik yang suka melayan dia....hihihi rasanya lum terlambat nak ucap selamat hari raya. nak minta maaf kalau-kalau my writing ada yang buat anda semua rasa x selesa. x da niat pun tau....huhuhu emm. rasa nya elok buat in point form lah. senang nak update...=))

1. raya kali ni xbeslah. sebab rase diri dah tua nak raya2 sakan ni...huhuhu tapi dapat gak duit raya. amountnya dirahsiakan hihihi

2. assignments plus midterms plus tah-hape-hape keje banyak yang nak diselesaikan. boring betul. merosakkan mood yang dah sedia xda untuk beraya.3. my nephew yang dah setahun lebih dah boleh membebel mengalahkan acik dia okay. sangat excited layan dia bercakap n membebel even kita x paham..hehehe here he is....



4. oh2. sempat jugak pergi baraan sekolah. ramai kawan-kawan yang dah abes belajar n dah kerja. huh. study kat uia ni memang lebih lama dari u lain..kalau kawin dulu ni dah ada anak 4, 5 orang. ye betul, sy x tipu..=ppp

best raya best friends

5. sekarang tengah mengajar hati agar menerima apa yang telah disediakan oleh tuhan untuk kita. n jangan terlalu berharap pada sesuatu yang jauh dari jangkauan...

6. jatuh hati pada cerita 'ayat-ayat cinta'. even cerita ni dah lame tapi baru dapat tengok. dulu sangat skeptikal pada cerita indonesia tapi sekarang x lagi gara-gara cerita cinta ni.

7. im learning a new thing which is..."cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki itu dua perkara yang berbeza" emm...sort of.



ho laa....banyak lagi nak update. tapi xleh nak share kat sini sangat. nanti-nanti lah yeeee..=))


xoxoxoxo

holiday

salam..=)
update for my new activity yesterday
jalan2 plus mandimanda di teluk batik
n dinner for last nite was McD set besar punye
hihi
i have a wonderful time with them unfortunately...
tomorrow dah kene balik rumah
emm mengadap bende-tak-gune-yang-sepatutnya-mati-cepat
huhu
plus memikirkan emak yang tercinta yang merindui ku
(bukan syok sendiri ye. she did call me everyday and ask when i will come back home)
emm pity her..

so...just enjoy the pictures and..
you will not see me updating the blog for a week or two after this
because i did not have any access to the internet at my home
plus i will be very busy to prepare my things and so on
because...guess what????
it almost 3 months now and my new aka last sem in uia will start on 12th July
yey!!

(pssst did i tell you my nephew is super gorgeous...haha)

here he is...

auntie yang tgh membebel

his voice all over d sea

one small happy family

pilih menu dgn serius nya

nyum2 =)

xoxoxo

the end of my intern days

yesterday i was dying for a piece of cake.
lucky enough i got one. (big grin in my face).
yeah. my colleagues bought it for me because this week is my last week of internship.

its an ice cream cake. yummy!

they spell it wrong!

after this i will have 2 weeks of holiday
and im thinking to go for a jog every morning
(cross both my fingers and toes).


xoxo

single and blabbering

single by choice or single because you have to
well if it was me to choose...i pick the first one

(ok thats sooooo not true since i oready got one)
he will totally kill me if he read this entry. literally speaking opkos.

uhuu
ok.
i happened to read this amazing article
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/9/nation/20100609093405&sec=nation

frankly speaking..i kinda miss being single
it makes me feel closer to God..
seriously...when you have nothing else in your mind
(including >>> your own bf (or gf), what clothes should you wear for d date, what things you should do to please him (or her), worried if he or she didnt call u or msge u...bla..bla..bla)
you will definitely focusing on your relationship with God..

emm..
actually im not the type of person who can be single for a loooooong time
its hard you know.....
(im a gedik girl who need someone to be my own shoulders to cry on when i have a bad-hectic-not-my-day type of situation)
since i am no longer believe in a bff kinda girlfriend
(this is bcoz of d thing that happened to me in my prev semester in the so called tanah konon suci credited to syafa =D....)
i will get to that one maybe in another entry


plus i didnt have many exes (im not kidding bcoz im not that gojes okey)
so far...i only got one ex
(its a reeeeeally bad experience that makes you just want to terjun di lombong yang berdekatan)

so you can say that most of my life im a single person
and i can say that im good with that and feeling nothing about that
(except when you see a hot-looking-guy pass you and you cannot stop wondering why on earth is hes not with you!...ahaa)

i am strongly believe that Allah will give me the one who is right for me someday
so He just waits and hides him in somewhere-God-forsaken-place
n i think you my friend should just be patience and wait for him to come

it will be one hell of d greatest experience in your life
trust me...bcoz i oredy in that situation
(keep praying that it will linger with me forever)


should stop blabbering now!

xoxoxo ^_^

month of everything

yiehaa...!!
its june oready
yeah im a liiittle bit late since its 4th june today
wateva. im still over-freaking-excited.

im turning 23 next monday

plus my bearybear (i just invented this name..wink2) will be in his 24 this 29th
(yeah. we are in the same month. how cool is that?)

plus my super duper lovely sista will be in her 26 this 23rd

plus my late father supposedly in his 55 this 17th
(im really REALLY miss him...so deym much)

emm ok move on.

yeah. u can say that my family is so much into this month
since most of us was born in june.

im lucky enough to have them in my life
thanxes to Allah...

lots of kisses and xxxxxxx

bukan nak perasan

Tapi ni nak gosip sikit

Aku rase ade orang cute stalk akula.

Hint:

Nampak je mesti senyum memanjang.

(diela, aku cover2 je)

Selalu perasan die cam kejar aku bila baru datang opis or nak balik opis.

(if terserempak kat mane2)

Die intai aku naik kete ape.

(kantoi)

Die sedaye upaye nak jalan same aku. Tapi xsempat sebab aku suke jalan laju.

(ini gara-gara selalu lambat pergi kelas)

Ape ini. Aish~~

xoxo