stress oooiiii

kalau nak tengok muka orang tengah stress tengok la muka aku
ye. sekarang tengah dalam musim mencari keja
aka musim berkobar-kobar semangat nak keja
tapi tak de rezeki lagi
alahai pencari penganggur yang setia
sila lah tengok muka kesian aku ni dan ambil aku menjadi pekerja kamu
hahaha
desperate sungguh
almaklumlah...aku bukan jenis yang suka duduk-duduk saja tanpa ada kerja yang nak dibuat
janji...sape-sape yang ambil aku bekerja mesti untung
sebab aku memang gila bekerja
sebab aku tak suka ponteng-ponteng kerja ni
tak caya sila tanya tempat aku praktikal hari tu
sehari pun tak penah ponteng
dah la memang tak dapat elaun
hah
tak ke employee of the month gitu

manners

seriously people....we should really learn manners lah nowadays...
how many times have i encountered people who doesnt know how to be courteous with others

who is speaking on the phone while driving...
who is smoking at the zone of 'no smoking'...hello people...are you blind or just simply stupid enough to ignore it??
who is answering phone with the i'm-the-boss-who-is-always-correct attitude...duh this one is surely annoyed me most
who doesnt know how to shut-the-fcuk-up when seeing me gaining my weight....urgh...mentaliti orang zaman sekarang...
and many more...

yeah. i guess we should learn how to deal with those kind of species instead...aite??

caution: jgn baca jika sudah bosan dgn kisah cinta sy

today i have this loooong conversation with my ex.
i ask him why he left me after 3 years we had been together.
dia cakap dia x leh nak cintakan sy. dia cuma sayang je.
dia juga salahkan kawan sy yg kenalkan kami.
duh. it really did open my eyes lah...
sedih sangat tapi berjaya juga untuk tidak mengalirkan air mata.
he told me to back off. jangan telefon dia lagi.
(nak wat camne. sy memang rindukan dia)
what a pathetic i have become....

tapi bila pikir2 balik bagus juge die wat gitu.
ini bikin hati gue tambah kuat.
percaya yang Allah dah aturkan yang terbaik..
dan dia bukanlah yang terbaik untuk sy.
sekarang cuma perlu tunggu dengan penuh sabar...

xoxoxo

tak tipu, tak boleh

saya tak tipu. saya memang rindu dia. even sekarang ada orang try cucuk jarum. tapi saya tak boleh. saya masih rindukan dia. tolong. sapa2. pergi jauh2 dari saya. sebab saya tak boleh.


aiseh. lagu2 kat radio ni tak membantu langsung lah..!

.a perfect boyfriend.

i am strongly believe in patience is part of our iman. God already created a path for us. created a scene for us to be strong and not to forget Him. i AM strongly believe in this kind of situation. actually lately, my bf and i always clash in our mutual agreement. it is all about him being so selfish and stingy while me being so childish and not so understanding gf.

i wish i can be more patient

i wish i can be more understanding

i wish i can be a perfect gf

but NO. i cant. i wont. i dont.
because i am not near to the perfection.

i didnt have a fairytale love story. i wish i have but no...i am no longer believe in fairytale. its all crap for me. a perfect bf does come with a perfect price. thats what i do believe. i dont know if u guys believe that but i dont care.
i cry a lot because of my stupid love story. i am not strong enough to end all of this. i do love him no matter what he did to me. once again..what a pathetic i have become.

Dear God...can you please gave me a perfect bf already??

nah...it will be way tooooo easy dont you think?? (ahaa)


xoxo

...go away from me

i am desperately need to start my days back in uia
thats the only place where i can exercise and concentrate on my weight loss
(aka to be healthy off course).

okay. it was not an excuse not to do it at my own home
but..believe me.
my mom's cooking is one of my guilty pleasure.


im fat enough to make people think that i am a mother not a teenager.
im fat enough that i have to choose my own picture that makes me look small (aka thin).
im fat enough that seems like my own cloth did not even cooperated with me
(in terms of making my fat stay under it).
im fat enough that makes my own esteem super-duper loooowww.

deymm~~~

keliru

tak maafkan nanti cakap aku Muslim yang tak baik
tak layan nanti cakap aku belagak
tak tegur nanti cakap aku lupe semua jasa baik ko
tak mesej nanti cakap aku lupe kawan
tak dengar masalah ko nanti cakap aku bukan kawan yang baik

kalau maafkan nanti hanya dari luaran je
kalau layan pun sebab terpaksa
kalau tegur pun sekadar hye2 bye2 je
kalau mesej ko lak yang wat2 tak layan
kalau dengar n bagi pendapat nanti ko kate aku tak sokong ko lak

ni yang nak mencaci maki ni

mane satu??

lelaki tak guna

kalau anda seorang yang:

suka menyeksa kaum wanita
(note here. physical n emotional count.)

masih mengharapkan wife anda bayar bila makan diluar

tak solat dan takde perasaan malu (siap perli orang lain bila xbuat...(wat d heck??)

tak kisah jika tak bekerja kerana ada orang lain boleh tanggung (lelaki sebegini paling ****)

kalau hidup pun x mendatangkan faedah pada orang lain

=anda patut mati awal.

mahallah bulletin and madam

last week one of my MRC members told me to give a kata-kata hikmah for our mahallah bulletin.

i gave her this sentence "the one that you can only trust is yourself"
okay, sort of. bcoz i cant remember the exact words.

well. my principal aka madam rejected it.
d reason was.. she said its kinda selfish-self-centered-whatsoever word that associated with it.

emm. really guys???
i guess so.

yep. the sentence occured to my mind when i remind back all things that happened to my life in the previous semester.

yep. i guess i have to think back a new kata-kata hikmah that is less selfish-self-centered-whatsoever word that associated with it aka dependable type of sentence.

so, i came out with this words... "you need others to help you to be a better person"

i wonder hows that sounds...

till then.

xoxo