Thursday, June 17, 2010

in d mood of directoring

besok nak gi kuantan.
sgt excited (n a bit scarry too).
d students have a drama competition n we've done all d props, costumes bla..bla..bla
in d next entry...
i will let u see d pictures of all d hardworks, sweat n tears(kinda) to u..
it was a hell lot of fun working with them.
i AM really going to miss them after this..

wait ha for d story n d pictures..
^_^

xoxo

Monday, June 14, 2010

keliru

tak maafkan nanti cakap aku Muslim yang tak baik
tak layan nanti cakap aku belagak
tak tegur nanti cakap aku lupe semua jasa baik ko
tak mesej nanti cakap aku lupe kawan
tak dengar masalah ko nanti cakap aku bukan kawan yang baik

kalau maafkan nanti hanya dari luaran je
kalau layan pun sebab terpaksa
kalau tegur pun sekadar hye2 bye2 je
kalau mesej ko lak yang wat2 tak layan
kalau dengar n bagi pendapat nanti ko kate aku tak sokong ko lak

ni yang nak mencaci maki ni

mane satu??

stop it u!

i should stop
this crazzines-stalking-habit.

Friday, June 11, 2010

single and blabbering

single by choice or single because you have to
well if it was me to choose...i pick the first one

(ok thats sooooo not true since i oready got one)
he will totally kill me if he read this entry. literally speaking opkos.

uhuu
ok.
i happened to read this amazing article
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/9/nation/20100609093405&sec=nation

frankly speaking..i kinda miss being single
it makes me feel closer to God..
seriously...when you have nothing else in your mind
(including >>> your own bf (or gf), what clothes should you wear for d date, what things you should do to please him (or her), worried if he or she didnt call u or msge u...bla..bla..bla)
you will definitely focusing on your relationship with God..

emm..
actually im not the type of person who can be single for a loooooong time

its hard you know.....
(im a gedik girl who need someone to be my own shoulders to cry on when i have a bad-hectic-not-my-day type of situation)
since i am no longer believe in a bff kinda girlfriend
(this is bcoz of d thing that happened to me in my prev semester in the so called tanah konon suci credited to syafa =D....)
i will get to that one maybe in another entry


plus i didnt have many exes (im not kidding bcoz im not that gojes okey)
so far...i only got one ex
(its a reeeeeally bad experience that makes you just want to terjun di lombong yang berdekatan)

so you can say that most of my life im a single person
and i can say that im good with that and feeling nothing about that
(except when you see a hot-looking-guy pass you and you cannot stop wondering why on earth is hes not with you!...ahaa)

i am strongly believe that Allah will give me the one who is right for me someday
so He just waits and hides him in somewhere-God-forsaken-place
n i think you my friend should just be patience and wait for him to come

it will be one hell of d greatest experience in your life
trust me...bcoz i oredy in that situation
(keep praying that it will linger with me forever)


should stop blabbering now!

xoxoxo ^_^




Thursday, June 10, 2010

padan muke. sape suruh.

disebabkan perangai suke sangat stalk orang.
hati jadi parah. sebab jeles. dengan kawan2 yang sudah bekerja dan sebagai nya.
dan mereka bahagia dengan keadaan itu.
aku pula?
nauzubillah~
memang xbley elak perasaan sebegini.
tambah pule tengah praktikal sekarang.
makin bersemangat nak kerja..kerja..kerja...
tak nak belajar dah!
hati nak kerja. nak duit. nak kawin.
(banyak cantek muke hang)
maknanya kene segera kembali kepada suasana belajar.
i mean..cepat CEPAT
sebelum hati jadi lagi parah..

berenti berleter

xoxo


Wednesday, June 9, 2010

shawl etc

cantek2 fesyen tudung zaman sekarang

tu pun masih ramai lagi yang agak susah nak pakai tudung
a.k.a tutup aurat
memang x leh paksa...tapi bila dah pakai lame2 akan suka juge
ooops... i think i need to stop now before yall think aku nak bagi ceramah lak)

hehe...nothing against you people. its up to you ok.
kubur masing2..^_^


kadang-kadang teringin juga nak pakai inner syria, shawl etc
yang sangat banyak untuk di shopping sekarang
tapi rase macam tak sesuai je
haha...
agaknya sampai ke tua la fesyen pakaian macam ni je...
hihi

well...i guess i NEED to try them someday..somehow...someyear..
haha

enuf said

xoxo

Friday, June 4, 2010

month of everything

yiehaa...!!
its june oready
yeah im a liiittle bit late since its 4th june today
wateva. im still
over-freaking-excited.

im turning 23 next monday

plus my bearybear (i just invented this name..wink2) will be in his 24 this 29th
(yeah. we are in the same month. how cool is that?)

plus my super duper lovely sista will be in her 26 this 23rd

plus my late father supposedly in his 55 this 17th
(im really REALLY miss him...so deym much)

emm ok move on.

yeah. u can say that my family is so much into this month
since most of us was born in june.

im lucky enough to have them in my life
thanxes to Allah...

lots of kisses and xxxxxxx