single and blabbering

single by choice or single because you have to
well if it was me to choose...i pick the first one

(ok thats sooooo not true since i oready got one)
he will totally kill me if he read this entry. literally speaking opkos.

uhuu
ok.
i happened to read this amazing article
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/9/nation/20100609093405&sec=nation

frankly speaking..i kinda miss being single
it makes me feel closer to God..
seriously...when you have nothing else in your mind
(including >>> your own bf (or gf), what clothes should you wear for d date, what things you should do to please him (or her), worried if he or she didnt call u or msge u...bla..bla..bla)
you will definitely focusing on your relationship with God..

emm..
actually im not the type of person who can be single for a loooooong time
its hard you know.....
(im a gedik girl who need someone to be my own shoulders to cry on when i have a bad-hectic-not-my-day type of situation)
since i am no longer believe in a bff kinda girlfriend
(this is bcoz of d thing that happened to me in my prev semester in the so called tanah konon suci credited to syafa =D....)
i will get to that one maybe in another entry


plus i didnt have many exes (im not kidding bcoz im not that gojes okey)
so far...i only got one ex
(its a reeeeeally bad experience that makes you just want to terjun di lombong yang berdekatan)

so you can say that most of my life im a single person
and i can say that im good with that and feeling nothing about that
(except when you see a hot-looking-guy pass you and you cannot stop wondering why on earth is hes not with you!...ahaa)

i am strongly believe that Allah will give me the one who is right for me someday
so He just waits and hides him in somewhere-God-forsaken-place
n i think you my friend should just be patience and wait for him to come

it will be one hell of d greatest experience in your life
trust me...bcoz i oredy in that situation
(keep praying that it will linger with me forever)


should stop blabbering now!

xoxoxo ^_^