macam tak caya

dapat nephew baru
dapat keja Astro
dapat bagi duit dekat mak hasil penat lelah sendiri
dapat experiences baru yang really2 teach me about this life yang tak penah happened before
dapat kena puji dengan bos company sekarang ni (soon to be ex) sampai sekarang masih tak caya lah diri ni sehebat itu
dapat bersyukur dengan Allah tiap2 hari sebab bagi rezeki yang tak putus2 hadir....Alhamdulillah

xoxoxo

planning

aiyak. bersawang dah blog ni kan. super busy like a bee mehhh. xsempat nak berceloteh kat sini. tak tau nak start cita yang mana satu dulu...ehmm okay. mentang2 tahun ni tahun rabbit. rasa diri bertuah bila all my plans dipermudahkan oleh Allah...Alhamdulillah.

yep. paling good news sekali (I hope so)...dapat keja at Astro as a presentation editor. dulu memang berangan nak jadi editor..tapi tak layak sebab masih belum boleh tulis in English language with zero mistake. last2 dapat keja yang associated dengan edit2 ni tapi edit program lah. Allah works in His own way kan...em tp tak tau lah macam mana keja ni...but it sounds interesting and I have to start all over againlah. belaja lagi, wat silap lagi, deal dengan bos baru lagi...huhuhu harap2 hati and semangat ni akan terus kuat.

ehmm2. sudah plan something after convo and next year punya agenda. okay. ni betul2 kena DIET and EXERCISE bagi kurus siket. seriously...tak nak lah pakai cantik2 tapi nampak spare sana sini. even dia tak kesah pun tapi I tetap kesah okay. once in my life time. kena kuat siket semangat kali ni nak buang siket lemak2 ni.

hooo...house hunting ni memang stress dan memenatkan. rasa nak give up je tapi sian lak kat member. huhu bla agak nya akan muncul rumah sewa yang betul2 suits us. have to just keep looking...just keep looking..

xoxoxo

new year

good bye 2010 and helloooo 2011...
3 more days people...3 more days we are heading out to a brand new year
every single day will be our new and kinda last day for us.
what a bless year for me.
well i can say that 2010 was a really-really good year for me.
here are the reasons why::

--finished my degree
--get a job
--break up with my 3 years boyfriended
--getting to know someone and finally be my new sweetheart =))
--get rid of some friends who keep giving me this kind of pain in the...ehmm2
--get new best friend(s)
so on and so forth..

well...if you ask me about my new resolutions. they have to be these::

-contribute something to my mom. something here means money off course...or anything else
-have a better relationship with God
-improve my performance at work
-i have to make sure no more pain in my love-hate relationship. maybe get engaged..perhaps! haha but definitely not married...yet (gosh...if U were reading this. just ignore it okay!)
-lose some weight for my convo...urgh...again and again huh?
-be healthy and safe throughout the year

that will be all...for now

xoxoxo

update2

im as busy as a bee.
uhuh...already 2 weeks working in my new and first ever working place.
lots a, tans a, many2 works to do.
this is why i like to work with the private sector first.
okay...no heart feeling for those who work at the gov.
it just that talking from my experience...most of the 8 hours working time...only 4/5/6 of them i did actually really working while in the gov.
haha...i dont know. maybe it was just me who did that.
ehmm2 quick update:

-already received a superb news. he mentioned his feeling out loud. me off course did it too...=))

-im trying to adjust my new life. lot of things to discover and consider. especially trying to keep myself motivated in each and every single day. one solution if you ask me???
----try to cuci mata or enjoying the 'view' in the early morning. either in the train, bus, lift, food court or etc...hehehe its really refreshing!!

-ohoooooi...soon enough my lemak will kill me. duh...im trying to eat less at noon and doing whatever diet you called them. but i cant help eating when it comes to night. so how eh??

-i am so fortunate to have colleagues that are super cool n nice. for the time being la...i dont know in the future. or maybe it was just me who feels that way. emm speak of the devil.

-currently im trying to learn how to pick up the office calls correctly. duh...sape la yang invented telefon mcm ni. for a human who was not a technology savvy like me..its kinda hard dowh. @_@


xoxoxo

so so...

my heart is blooming like a million roses in the forbidden space

sounds poetic so so...but this is what i really am feel right now
despite the posts in the FB by my friends who keep reminding me about the final exam result that will be out this coming Monday...
i may pass or may not...either one i have to accept it rite??
been praying hard for the pass few months for God to pass me even if it was not with a flying color

thanks to God i have something to distract me from thinking about that too often
(naaah im totally lying!)
either way...being in love surely does make me more closer to Him.


xoxoxoxo

ok ape...

da pegi 4 interviews kerja
yang dua tak dapat sebab time tu tak study lagi language betul2
nak make sure flawless and no grammar mistakes time write something
last2 tulis tah ape benda
yang lagi satu ni tak dapat juga sebab tak de basic politic katenye
sebab tak baca malaysian insider, malaysia kini dan sewaktu dengan nya
yelah. aku memang tak terpikir nak baca web-web yang begitu
selama ni baca NST, the Star
ok ape..dari aku baca Utusan
alah..dah memang tak de rezeki kan
bacalah ape pun...kalau dah tak tersurat itu kerja aku
memang tak kan dapat lah
oh2 ada lagi satu nak tunggu
tapi pun rase macam tak dapat
bukan pikir negatif
tapi slalu hint-hint yang hati bagi tak kan menipu kan?

stress oooiiii

kalau nak tengok muka orang tengah stress tengok la muka aku
ye. sekarang tengah dalam musim mencari keja
aka musim berkobar-kobar semangat nak keja
tapi tak de rezeki lagi
alahai pencari penganggur yang setia
sila lah tengok muka kesian aku ni dan ambil aku menjadi pekerja kamu
hahaha
desperate sungguh
almaklumlah...aku bukan jenis yang suka duduk-duduk saja tanpa ada kerja yang nak dibuat
janji...sape-sape yang ambil aku bekerja mesti untung
sebab aku memang gila bekerja
sebab aku tak suka ponteng-ponteng kerja ni
tak caya sila tanya tempat aku praktikal hari tu
sehari pun tak penah ponteng
dah la memang tak dapat elaun
hah
tak ke employee of the month gitu