new year

good bye 2010 and helloooo 2011...
3 more days people...3 more days we are heading out to a brand new year
every single day will be our new and kinda last day for us.
what a bless year for me.
well i can say that 2010 was a really-really good year for me.
here are the reasons why::

--finished my degree
--get a job
--break up with my 3 years boyfriended
--getting to know someone and finally be my new sweetheart =))
--get rid of some friends who keep giving me this kind of pain in the...ehmm2
--get new best friend(s)
so on and so forth..

well...if you ask me about my new resolutions. they have to be these::

-contribute something to my mom. something here means money off course...or anything else
-have a better relationship with God
-improve my performance at work
-i have to make sure no more pain in my love-hate relationship. maybe get engaged..perhaps! haha but definitely not married...yet (gosh...if U were reading this. just ignore it okay!)
-lose some weight for my convo...urgh...again and again huh?
-be healthy and safe throughout the year

that will be all...for now

xoxoxo

update2

im as busy as a bee.
uhuh...already 2 weeks working in my new and first ever working place.
lots a, tans a, many2 works to do.
this is why i like to work with the private sector first.
okay...no heart feeling for those who work at the gov.
it just that talking from my experience...most of the 8 hours working time...only 4/5/6 of them i did actually really working while in the gov.
haha...i dont know. maybe it was just me who did that.
ehmm2 quick update:

-already received a superb news. he mentioned his feeling out loud. me off course did it too...=))

-im trying to adjust my new life. lot of things to discover and consider. especially trying to keep myself motivated in each and every single day. one solution if you ask me???
----try to cuci mata or enjoying the 'view' in the early morning. either in the train, bus, lift, food court or etc...hehehe its really refreshing!!

-ohoooooi...soon enough my lemak will kill me. duh...im trying to eat less at noon and doing whatever diet you called them. but i cant help eating when it comes to night. so how eh??

-i am so fortunate to have colleagues that are super cool n nice. for the time being la...i dont know in the future. or maybe it was just me who feels that way. emm speak of the devil.

-currently im trying to learn how to pick up the office calls correctly. duh...sape la yang invented telefon mcm ni. for a human who was not a technology savvy like me..its kinda hard dowh. @_@


xoxoxo

so so...

my heart is blooming like a million roses in the forbidden space

sounds poetic so so...but this is what i really am feel right now
despite the posts in the FB by my friends who keep reminding me about the final exam result that will be out this coming Monday...
i may pass or may not...either one i have to accept it rite??
been praying hard for the pass few months for God to pass me even if it was not with a flying color

thanks to God i have something to distract me from thinking about that too often
(naaah im totally lying!)
either way...being in love surely does make me more closer to Him.


xoxoxoxo