lelaki tak guna

kalau anda seorang yang:

suka menyeksa kaum wanita
(note here. physical n emotional count.)

masih mengharapkan wife anda bayar bila makan diluar

tak solat dan takde perasaan malu (siap perli orang lain bila xbuat...(wat d heck??)

tak kisah jika tak bekerja kerana ada orang lain boleh tanggung (lelaki sebegini paling ****)

kalau hidup pun x mendatangkan faedah pada orang lain

=anda patut mati awal.

i am A FORGOTER

i need to constantly remind myself about the purpose of my life
(here we go again)

realize that i am far away from the God's look after list

totally scare the h*** out of me

it is truely my fault

because i am barely remember Him as my personal look afterer

Dear God...please help me not to ever forget about You

in a way that i can accept it (i know You will)

xoxo

I AM a dreamerrrrrrr (grrrrrr)

wishlist

for next sem aka my last sem in uia

---never give up in my study (ok. This one is a must…since obviously it will be my LAST sem here)

---go for a trip(s) (bird park KL is what I have in my mind…thanx to fifa ;)

---have a freaking awesome picnic with my gfs n bf (definitely, since it was my needy that seems never happen in previous2 sem)
---any tasik @ sungai also can but not tasik uia okay…

---jogging at a place beside uia (cross my fingers for this to happen)

---exercises like no more tomorrow (pump up those muscles babe)

---start to make some money.

(I AM sooooo sick of asking money from my lovely mother…shame on me.
Maybe doing a car rent business?? Or else? I have no idea…)

---try to forgive people sincerely (mesti, mesti, mesti)

Yokey…nanti akan diberangan kan lagi.

xoxo

Week of farewell

Uhuu.
It comes down to my last week of teaching the students.

Next week will be their study week and we are not allowed to make any classes.
(this is what we call as the study WEEK….undoubtedly different with uia where it was study DAYS not WEEK)

Gosh. Time moves fast enough I cant even remember what it feels like to be a teacher.
(well…sort off)

Lots of goodbyes-sorries-goodlucks kind of speech for us.

Lots of questions… ‘miss…do you have a facebook?” ‘miss…can I take a picture with you?”

If you have these…my advice would be…’layankan saje…’ :)

I did learn something from them and I really-really hope they did learn something from me.

I wonder….

Emm overall…it was not such a bad experience for me.

Since I did enjoy my precious time with them.

If YOU happened to read this my dear students…
THANK YOU for all of your behaviors…
THANK YOU for being who you really are…
Because trust me…you are one of a kind that will last eternally in my life.

lots of xoxo for you

bukan nak perasan

Tapi ni nak gosip sikit

Aku rase ade orang cute stalk akula.

Hint:

Nampak je mesti senyum memanjang.

(diela, aku cover2 je)

Selalu perasan die cam kejar aku bila baru datang opis or nak balik opis.

(if terserempak kat mane2)

Die intai aku naik kete ape.

(kantoi)

Die sedaye upaye nak jalan same aku. Tapi xsempat sebab aku suke jalan laju.

(ini gara-gara selalu lambat pergi kelas)

Ape ini. Aish~~

xoxo

mahallah bulletin and madam

last week one of my MRC members told me to give a kata-kata hikmah for our mahallah bulletin.

i gave her this sentence "the one that you can only trust is yourself"
okay, sort of. bcoz i cant remember the exact words.

well. my principal aka madam rejected it.
d reason was.. she said its kinda selfish-self-centered-whatsoever word that associated with it.

emm. really guys???
i guess so.

yep. the sentence occured to my mind when i remind back all things that happened to my life in the previous semester.

yep. i guess i have to think back a new kata-kata hikmah that is less selfish-self-centered-whatsoever word that associated with it aka dependable type of sentence.

so, i came out with this words... "you need others to help you to be a better person"

i wonder hows that sounds...

till then.

xoxo

budak-budak zaman sekarang

under my own-self-observation
(ok. u have to note that thing first before you read this)

its almost two months now me doing my practical,
makes my eyes widely open

there are lots of teenagers out there who are still
cant figure out their purpose of life

*to be a servant of Allah
*to be a student
*to be a good daughter/son
*to be.....(u figure it out by urself)
okay at least have some dream

its not a waste that i took this 3 months experience of teaching those kids (without any payment!) bcoz it makes me realized that....

our lecturers are beruntung and should appreciate us more
(well we are all kinda trying our best to get the best mark and respect (or should i say scare) of them...unlike those kids)

im totally absolutely not suitable to teach other people bcoz im not that patience enough. after graduate i should totally apply for an office-kinda-work-type.
(i ended up just let them do whatever they want....
fav word everyday: ok, up to you:)

but....se tension2 cm ni pun..
it seems that my body gaining her own spare part...
without me realizing it...deymm~
abes la kene kutuk dgn makcik2 kmpg yg xdikenali
selepas ini...huh

xoxo

up up away~

yep...after almost a year created this blog.
after acted like a stalker to other people blogs'.
I (with d most enthuasism-kinda-spirit) decided to start write back at my blog.
yep. for d time being...maybe it will not be as fascinating as my other friends blog.
but i try to be one.
but d most exiciting part is.
i am officially a follower of your blog people!!!
xoxo