Wednesday, June 30, 2010

which one..??

found this at one of the Malay newspapers
if it said Malay and a professional who did write it...so no "bahasa rojak" ok??
(mind here...im not a professional...hehe)

supposedly "light, camera, action!"
or "lampu, kamera, aksi!"

aduh people...make up your mind..

holiday

salam..=)
update for my new activity yesterday
jalan2 plus mandimanda di teluk batik
n dinner for last nite was McD set besar punye
hihi
i have a wonderful time with them unfortunately...
tomorrow dah kene balik rumah
emm mengadap bende-tak-gune-yang-sepatutnya-mati-cepat
huhu
plus memikirkan emak yang tercinta yang merindui ku
(bukan syok sendiri ye. she did call me everyday and ask when i will come back home)
emm pity her..

so...just enjoy the pictures and..
you will not see me updating the blog for a week or two after this
because i did not have any access to the internet at my home
plus i will be very busy to prepare my things and so on
because...guess what????
it almost 3 months now and my new aka last sem in uia will start on 12th July
yey!!

(pssst did i tell you my nephew is super gorgeous...haha)

here he is...



auntie yang tgh membebel


his voice all over d sea


one small happy family

pilih menu dgn serius nya


nyum2 =)
xoxoxo

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

update

rase da lame x update
hari ni malas nk tulis in English lang
sbb mood tgh bermalas2an di rumah akak
smbil melayan nephew yg super gorgeous
hihi
akak kate die super gorgeous sbb time pregnant die minum protein
haha
yeke. emm rase2 nye kalau x minum pun ank akan super gorgeous juge
tp im definitely going to try it someday
well, worth trying
petang ni plan nk gi mandi manda di teluk batik
(rase mcm dah tue untuk berbuat demikian. tp ape ku kesah??)
hehe
n malam nak gi makan McD
well, rase macam nk boikot tapi x mampu nk tolak d resistance
bape bulan dah x mkn
kire boikot juge la kan..hehe

p/s: million congrats to wanie sk for d interview
(even x dapat lagi keje tapi nak congrats juge
=)

xoxoxo

Friday, June 25, 2010

...go away from me

i am desperately need to start my days back in uia
thats the only place where i can exercise and concentrate on my weight loss
(aka to be healthy off course).

okay. it was not an excuse not to do it at my own home
but..believe me.
my mom's cooking is one of my guilty pleasure.


im fat enough to make people think that i am a mother not a teenager.
im fat enough that i have to choose my own picture that makes me look small (aka thin).
im fat enough that seems like my own cloth did not even cooperated with me
(in terms of making my fat stay under it).
im fat enough that makes my own esteem super-duper loooowww.

deymm~~~

the end of my intern days

yesterday i was dying for a piece of cake.
lucky enough i got one. (big grin in my face).
yeah. my colleagues bought it for me because this week is my last week of internship.

its an ice cream cake. yummy!



they spell it wrong!





after this i will have 2 weeks of holiday
and im thinking to go for a jog every morning
(cross both my fingers and toes).


xoxo

drama's project

this is it.
d entry that i promised u.
most of d picture is in my FB site.

it was a nice experience for me.
though it wasnt fortunate for us to win.
this kind of experience i will never get it anywhere.
the bitterness of our effort (more come from my colleague. im just helping her) to teach them and the sweetness of them to do this competition.


and many thanxes for that.

in the light of happiness

yep..these are us

them. (practice...practice...practice)

d coolest us ever.

us


xoxo

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

that WAS i am

writing a blog was not merely just to get famous.
mark my word F.A.M.O.U.S.
yep.
i am a browser-stalker-reader of other people blogs n i know it well enuf...
to say that some people just want to show off their blog to others.

that's what i am in the beginning of my blogging matters.
(freaking-ooover excited)
i even linked my entry at others...(what a pathetic ive become..)
yeah. that WAS me.

now...jeng jeng jeng...
i just dont care if there is a reader or not at my blog.
really just dont care.
i realize that the more you write..in English particularly..
the better person i will be.
conform.

it is not easy to write what you think.
i am that person.
people will not understand what im trying to say.
bcoz my meaning just stuck in somewhere else.
it doesnt come with what i just said.
(did u get it??)

haha.
said enuf.
im not a poetic person.
im not mastering in the language yet. (ive try so-so hard. believe me)
i need to read more book and dwell in it.
to make sure my meaning will come with what im trying to say.

xoxo

Thursday, June 17, 2010

in d mood of directoring

besok nak gi kuantan.
sgt excited (n a bit scarry too).
d students have a drama competition n we've done all d props, costumes bla..bla..bla
in d next entry...
i will let u see d pictures of all d hardworks, sweat n tears(kinda) to u..
it was a hell lot of fun working with them.
i AM really going to miss them after this..

wait ha for d story n d pictures..
^_^

xoxo

Monday, June 14, 2010

keliru

tak maafkan nanti cakap aku Muslim yang tak baik
tak layan nanti cakap aku belagak
tak tegur nanti cakap aku lupe semua jasa baik ko
tak mesej nanti cakap aku lupe kawan
tak dengar masalah ko nanti cakap aku bukan kawan yang baik

kalau maafkan nanti hanya dari luaran je
kalau layan pun sebab terpaksa
kalau tegur pun sekadar hye2 bye2 je
kalau mesej ko lak yang wat2 tak layan
kalau dengar n bagi pendapat nanti ko kate aku tak sokong ko lak

ni yang nak mencaci maki ni

mane satu??

stop it u!

i should stop
this crazzines-stalking-habit.

Friday, June 11, 2010

single and blabbering

single by choice or single because you have to
well if it was me to choose...i pick the first one

(ok thats sooooo not true since i oready got one)
he will totally kill me if he read this entry. literally speaking opkos.

uhuu
ok.
i happened to read this amazing article
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/9/nation/20100609093405&sec=nation

frankly speaking..i kinda miss being single
it makes me feel closer to God..
seriously...when you have nothing else in your mind
(including >>> your own bf (or gf), what clothes should you wear for d date, what things you should do to please him (or her), worried if he or she didnt call u or msge u...bla..bla..bla)
you will definitely focusing on your relationship with God..

emm..
actually im not the type of person who can be single for a loooooong time

its hard you know.....
(im a gedik girl who need someone to be my own shoulders to cry on when i have a bad-hectic-not-my-day type of situation)
since i am no longer believe in a bff kinda girlfriend
(this is bcoz of d thing that happened to me in my prev semester in the so called tanah konon suci credited to syafa =D....)
i will get to that one maybe in another entry


plus i didnt have many exes (im not kidding bcoz im not that gojes okey)
so far...i only got one ex
(its a reeeeeally bad experience that makes you just want to terjun di lombong yang berdekatan)

so you can say that most of my life im a single person
and i can say that im good with that and feeling nothing about that
(except when you see a hot-looking-guy pass you and you cannot stop wondering why on earth is hes not with you!...ahaa)

i am strongly believe that Allah will give me the one who is right for me someday
so He just waits and hides him in somewhere-God-forsaken-place
n i think you my friend should just be patience and wait for him to come

it will be one hell of d greatest experience in your life
trust me...bcoz i oredy in that situation
(keep praying that it will linger with me forever)


should stop blabbering now!

xoxoxo ^_^




Thursday, June 10, 2010

padan muke. sape suruh.

disebabkan perangai suke sangat stalk orang.
hati jadi parah. sebab jeles. dengan kawan2 yang sudah bekerja dan sebagai nya.
dan mereka bahagia dengan keadaan itu.
aku pula?
nauzubillah~
memang xbley elak perasaan sebegini.
tambah pule tengah praktikal sekarang.
makin bersemangat nak kerja..kerja..kerja...
tak nak belajar dah!
hati nak kerja. nak duit. nak kawin.
(banyak cantek muke hang)
maknanya kene segera kembali kepada suasana belajar.
i mean..cepat CEPAT
sebelum hati jadi lagi parah..

berenti berleter

xoxo


Wednesday, June 9, 2010

shawl etc

cantek2 fesyen tudung zaman sekarang

tu pun masih ramai lagi yang agak susah nak pakai tudung
a.k.a tutup aurat
memang x leh paksa...tapi bila dah pakai lame2 akan suka juge
ooops... i think i need to stop now before yall think aku nak bagi ceramah lak)

hehe...nothing against you people. its up to you ok.
kubur masing2..^_^


kadang-kadang teringin juga nak pakai inner syria, shawl etc
yang sangat banyak untuk di shopping sekarang
tapi rase macam tak sesuai je
haha...
agaknya sampai ke tua la fesyen pakaian macam ni je...
hihi

well...i guess i NEED to try them someday..somehow...someyear..
haha

enuf said

xoxo

Friday, June 4, 2010

month of everything

yiehaa...!!
its june oready
yeah im a liiittle bit late since its 4th june today
wateva. im still
over-freaking-excited.

im turning 23 next monday

plus my bearybear (i just invented this name..wink2) will be in his 24 this 29th
(yeah. we are in the same month. how cool is that?)

plus my super duper lovely sista will be in her 26 this 23rd

plus my late father supposedly in his 55 this 17th
(im really REALLY miss him...so deym much)

emm ok move on.

yeah. u can say that my family is so much into this month
since most of us was born in june.

im lucky enough to have them in my life
thanxes to Allah...

lots of kisses and xxxxxxx