...go away from me

i am desperately need to start my days back in uia
thats the only place where i can exercise and concentrate on my weight loss
(aka to be healthy off course).

okay. it was not an excuse not to do it at my own home
but..believe me.
my mom's cooking is one of my guilty pleasure.


im fat enough to make people think that i am a mother not a teenager.
im fat enough that i have to choose my own picture that makes me look small (aka thin).
im fat enough that seems like my own cloth did not even cooperated with me
(in terms of making my fat stay under it).
im fat enough that makes my own esteem super-duper loooowww.

deymm~~~