that WAS i am

writing a blog was not merely just to get famous.
mark my word F.A.M.O.U.S.
yep.
i am a browser-stalker-reader of other people blogs n i know it well enuf...
to say that some people just want to show off their blog to others.

that's what i am in the beginning of my blogging matters.
(freaking-ooover excited)
i even linked my entry at others...(what a pathetic ive become..)
yeah. that WAS me.

now...jeng jeng jeng...
i just dont care if there is a reader or not at my blog.
really just dont care.
i realize that the more you write..in English particularly..
the better person i will be.
conform.

it is not easy to write what you think.
i am that person.
people will not understand what im trying to say.
bcoz my meaning just stuck in somewhere else.
it doesnt come with what i just said.
(did u get it??)

haha.
said enuf.
im not a poetic person.
im not mastering in the language yet. (ive try so-so hard. believe me)
i need to read more book and dwell in it.
to make sure my meaning will come with what im trying to say.

xoxo